In our journey
to gain tranquility of the heart, we explored what we need to know when
faced with difficult situations. We need to understand that Allah has
told us we will be tested, that these tests are for a reason, and that
there will be relief insha’Allah (God willing). When we are worried
thinking about the future, we need to work hard but have full trust in
Allah that He will not leave us, and we must always think well of Allah
because that is what we will find.
Yet in certain
circumstances we just feel… broken. Perhaps it is the death of someone
close, perhaps a hurtful word, or perhaps a reason we can not pinpoint.
Yet this feeling of brokenness can be an invitation to be better
acquainted with al-Jabbar.
But isn’t al-Jabbar one of the Names that indicates Majesty and Strength, not Mercy and Beauty?
The root of al-Jabbar is ja-ba-ra and
has a wide variety of meanings indicating Allah’s strength and majesty,
which Sr. Amatullah explained to us in this excellent
article.
One of the basic meanings of this name is the One who compels and
restores, and demonstrates Allah’s Majesty and Strength over His
servants. This is a Name for the tyrants and oppressors to be aware of,
because their misdeeds will not go unpunished.
Yet this Name has another dimension:
al-Jabbar is the One who is able to restore and mend what is broken.
Some of the great scholars would supplicate “Ya Jaabir kul kaseer”
when they were faced with overwhelming difficulty, meaning “Oh You who
mends everything that is broken.” The Arabic word for a splint that is
used to help an arm heal when it is broken is “jibeera” from
the same root ja-ba-ra. Thus, when we feel broken, we need to go to the
only One who can mend our state–al-Jabbar. Sometimes when we get this
broken feeling, shaytan (satan) tells us not to go to Allah
because we are being hypocritical by only going to Allah when we are
down. Yet this is untrue– Allah has named Himself al-Jabbar and given
Himself this attribute; you cannot go to the One whose attribute is
mending what is broken, and not be healed by Him.
The example of the Prophet ﷺ is a
beautiful one. Imagine being 50 years old, having just lost both your
wife of twenty-five years and your uncle who took care of you as a
child. Imagine walking into a town in order to ask people for their
protection, and instead have them throw stones at you until your feet
bleed. How would you have felt? How exhausted, both spiritually and
physically, would you have been? And yet, the Prophet ﷺ calls out to
Allah in one of the most beautiful and heartfelt du`a’ (supplication):
“O Allah! To you alone I complain my
weakness, my scarcity of resources, and the humiliation I have been
subjected to by people. O Most Merciful of those who have mercy! You are
the Lord of the weak, and You are My Lord too.
To whom have you entrusted me? To a
distant person who receives me with hostility? Or to an enemy to whom
you have granted authority over my affair?
But as long as You are not angry
with me, I do no care, except that Your favor is a more expansive relief
to me. I seek refuge in the light of Your Face by which all darkness is
dispelled and every affair of this world and the next is set right,
lest Your anger or Your displeasure descend upon me.
Yours is the right to reproach until You are pleased. There is no power and no might except by You.”
Read those words carefully. The du`a’
of the Prophet ﷺ was not “O Allah, please give me x and y.” It was
literally the call of someone broken– complaining to Allah of his
situation and expressing to Allah how he felt. What did Allah give him? A
young boy by the name of Addaas saw the Prophet ﷺ, came to him with
some grapes and kissed his bleeding feet. That is al-Jabbar. Imagine how
the Prophet ﷺ must have felt after that, the relief he must have felt
after the cruelty he was subjected to. And al-Jabbar healed the broken
heart of the Prophet ﷺ in another way – He bestowed upon him the
miraculous journey of al-Israa wal Mi’raaj (when the Prophet ﷺ traveled
from Makkah to Jerusalem, and from Jerusalem to the Heavens in one
night).
If we think about the journey, it did
not accomplish a great victory nor did it help to convince the Quraysh
that he was a rophet. Rather, Allah honored him after all the hardship
he had gone through. Think of the resolve the Prophet ﷺ must have had in
his heart and the tranquility he must have felt after such an
experience.
Therefore, we have to always remind
ourselves of this blessed name al-Jabbar; Allah will mend your broken
heart. It may be through a kind word from someone that brightens your
day or it may be a talk that you attend. It may even be something
greater. But call on Allah like the Prophet ﷺ did, recognizing this
attribute, and know that He will manifest this Name in your life.